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Before Xray says "No one cares" or laughingman says that or spongey says that, This is not meant for you guys, it's meant for all the people who honestly care, you don't have to read the thread, you can, and you can mock all you want, but this thread is simply not for you
Okay so here we go. As you know, the podcast had a lot of drama. Many threads were made and many fights were had post podcast recording. I am completely on the hook - i went too far with Charlie once, as you know. I still regret making that thread. I am also aware that i have done my fair share of pot stirring (not the drug lol). Whilst i was on this podcast, i was getting ripped on multiple times on and off the podcast, and i was for the most part okay with it. However it has truly caught up with me. I constantly tell people - "You're a cool guy!", and "Sorry i'm an asshole sometimes, i'm not actually mad at you", "Lots of people say you're cool", "You do a good job!", and people in the comments telling other how good they are and commenting on their personalities and so on and how good a job they do. And each got their fair share of shitting on too. However, with me, it was always just shitting. No one ever said very nice things about me like i did for them, i always got shit on, i was never respected. I'm not expecting people to call me sir or hold the fucking door for me, but i just want to be at the very least recognized. And i never was. I was there every retarded fight for people, constant hours spent on bickering with people i don't really know. And what do i have to show for all of it? Me being on a podcast that not too many people care about and really don't seem to care about me being on it. I also felt like people disliked me. I know for sure that people dislike other members and too myself but to me it never seemed like anyone ever cared about me in particular never quoted my jokes never gave my work recognition. And then i just get shit on, and shit on, and shit on.
That's why i left, i played almost no part in the people's eyes. I know i have done my fair share of work for it, but it has gone unrecognized and overall all for nothing. And that's who i did the podcast for. The people. And yet, i go unrecognized for it. Same with the MC server, but that's another story for another day.
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DashingRainbow
Replying to OP:
I like you. and I've always thought you should get to know a person before you make a podcast with them
Eddie
I know that feel bro, It may be too late but my advice would be to just keep pushing on.
Also when you say that you only got shit on, are you talking specifically in regard to the podcast, or the being shit on in general on CHAT?
shenmoki BANNED
@Eddie: It is quite late for advice, at the moment WGO is dead until further notice
In terms of getting shit on i meant by my fellow WGO crew members and the people who listened to the podcast. I expect nothing more than to get shit on on CHAT.
Eddie
@shenmoki:
Were these people your actual friends? or were they just there for the sake of making the podcast?
shenmoki BANNED
@Eddie: I'll be completely honest, and i don't want to sound like a movie, i don't know if i could truly call them friends. I know Chad was and i believe Charlie and I mended our gripes enough to be considered friends but other than that i don't know.
Acetal
@shenmoki: Man, I though GummiGator's real name was going to be something way more interesting
phonix321
@Eddie: It was his idea originally and asked me and Charlie then it grew. So we don't actually know each other. I for the record, never really shited on Chris, I just broke his balls over him fighting.
Eddie
@shenmoki:
See the problem is you may have rushed the making of the podcast before testing out the groups chemistry and making sure it would work.
Not sure if you know, but STM used to have more members, and it to went through a lot of drama. The problem was that some of the members just didn't get along and didn't like each other while the other few of us had a great time with each other and became the great friends we are today. This eventually led to a separation of the two groups and kicking some people out.
I think that maybe WGO was rushed without actually developing a strong friendship that could make it through stuff like this. Then again I'm not in the group, so I can't speak for you guys, but it is just a theory of mine. If they were your friends they would not be shitting on you.
shenmoki BANNED
@Eddie: Yes i know the STM story. We did test and it went over well however we never fully tested in terms of all recording with eachother and editing with eachother, we simply talked and we felt that was enough and we, well at least i, thought the conflicting personalities would add a good amount of entertainment. I was wrong.
Guest
Replying to OP:
Isn't this what Facebook is for?
Shannon Queen
Replying to OP: I like you, and if you think different, than we need to talk in a more private location to straighten that out. Honestly, I listened to WGO for you, cause you're my friend.
And Im very grateful for the MC server, I only stopped going on it cause people were shitting on my shit. But you were great and keeping the server running and fixing problems as soon as you could.
I'm on Skype if you need to talk. We may not have talked lately but Im still here for ya.
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@19nonnahs93: This is not an internal issue for me - it has not lowered my self esteem whatsoever. And thanks, Shannon. Sorry we haven't talked, hopefully you didn't feel like i was mad at you for some reason. I just forgot to call you lol. Would you like to join my current call? I'm with Charlie and Chad.
FlygonNick
@shenmoki: This may be because I'm the most passive SOB on CHAT, but I've got no problems with you either, you seem like a pretty good guy.
shenmoki BANNED
So can i give all of sexual pleasure now? You've been so unnecessarily nice, it's wonderful to have such a contrast. I don't know how to repay you.
SpongeyGString Akari~n!
I'd just like to say (I was offline when this was posted) that I think you're a bit of an arse.
But you knew that already.
Deleted User
Holy shit this whole forum's full of fucking babies.
M4xwell Insanitarium
Find your true friends, mate. They will be the ones who you can trust and talk with. Fuck the rest.
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